Hey, you study? :) Good Luck.

It has been (another) such a long time since I've last posted. Just didn't have the mood to blog around lately. I wonder what is missing in my life...

Form5 life is all about SPM. Nothing more. I can't imagine the life of those who spend all their time in their room studying throughout the whole year. Come on, you attend tuition, you go to school, you do (most of, if not part of) your homework and you still want to stress yourself at home for the rest of your precious time.

I know SPM is important for the future. I am attending tuition for all subjects. And yes I do know I can't just rely on tuition but why the rush? Maybe some people (especially educators) will feel like fucking my post, seeking me as childish, someone who doesn't know how to plan their life.. Even if I really am, it's my way of living and I'm just blogging about to share my thoughts.

So you're so willing to study study and study. And only a maximum of 2hours of PC a week. I adore and worship you if you truly enjoy all the time spent studying, cause most probably you won't be unless you're a typical nerd. I know many who can actually memorise the whole chapter before the teacher even complete it. With all the wrong pronunciations. What's the point? Clearly you've been memorising stuff instead of enjoying it. But to be honest I don't enjoy what I'm learning currently. Especially subjects like History and Additional Mathematics.

I can't stand those freaks who have Add. Maths in their life and ONLY Add.Math! They do AM* (Abbrv for Additional Mathematics) everyfuckingwhere and allthefucking time. And then someone will be fucking me in their minds when they see this pointing at them.

Clearly I won't be using a shit from History, Add.Math, Chemistry, Biology and Physics if I plan to take fulfill my plans of taking up Business courses..

And there goes History... Fuck the teacher, spending time left-clicking the mouse to switch slides on the computer, passing the hour and WALA, it's salary time. And this morning we just went in the class with a whole fucking boardfull of exercises, with the teacher not even appearing for a second.

Malaysian education. Copy and paste.
Oh, and memorise and A's.

Well I just need to struggle for one last year and thats the end of my horrifying secondary school life.

Talk about further plans. Japan is in the list... 'll talk about it next time.

じゃまたね!次回お会いし！
Ja, mata ne! Jikai o aishi!

P.S: I'm not asking you not to study! Just take it easy and do your best! Remember, SPM is not everything! If it is to you, you will be nothing! Be sure of your aims, have faith in yourself and God, life will be more meaningful then. Study smart folks!

頑張ります!
Ganbarimasu!